All I Can Say
Infatuation is easy,
The words pour from my pen.
But lonely desperate love,
Love you can’t live without,
Yet love denied,
That kind of love is hard to write down.
That’s all I can say.
~ Russ Allison Loar
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Without Words
I am afraid to tell you,
Afraid to say it out loud,
Afraid to write it down,
For you may not feel the same way
And my words may place a barrier between us.
Right now,
We are friends,
And whether our friendship is a beginning,
An ending,
Or something else,
I am afraid I would lose your friendship
By telling you,
By saying it out loud,
By writing it down.
When I see you today
I will smile,
I will look deep into your eyes,
I will do my best to let you know,
Without words.
~ Russ Allison Loar
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Better
You know the saying,
To have loved and lost
Is better . . .
But oh how that word,
Better,
Sticks in the throat.
~ Russ Allison Loar
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The Craft
You’ve learned so much about the methods,
The craft of attraction,
The skillful application of color and blush,
A certain tilt of your head combined with a certain expression,
How the light catches flecks of jade in your eyes,
The cut, curl and fall of your auburn hair,
Muscular with elasticity,
Casually filtering but not completely concealing
Your expertly-timed penetrating glance,
Lingering just long enough to send the message:
“I am full of mystery.”
Oh if he knew how much time you’ve spent on your nails,
Let alone your cuticles,
Each individual eyelash,
The selection and strategic application of scent,
Your shoes,
The golden ring with the prismatic amber glass,
The balance of accessories,
A level of detail beyond his conscious awareness.
He’s more interested in the revealing cut of your clothes,
The shape and texture of your skin,
Your similarity to the lovely young women on magazine covers,
The effectiveness of his charm,
His ability to make you laugh,
The image of himself he wants you to believe,
He wants to believe,
Verification.
You’ve learned that the magic lies beneath awareness,
In the poking and the prodding of subconscious stimuli.
I watch your performance with awe and inspiration,
Experienced enough,
Old enough now to catch a flashing glimpse of the child,
Still there,
Wondering if anyone can see the uncertainty behind the mask.
~ Russ Allison Loar
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Reasons
There are plenty of reasons
Why not,
But they all vanish
At the thought of your touch.
All we have in this life
Are moments,
And another moment with you
Is reason enough.
~ Russ Allison Loar
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